Saturday, July 27, 2019

In my early 20s(the pic) it seemed like It was severe discipline all the time.(you reap what you sow) I was running far and running hard from Him. I knew way better and even had some deep encounters with Him. The depth of rebellion in my life was astonishing. When it says God chooses foolish things, I raise my hand first. Although I'm no longer a foolish thing but a friend of God! He knew what He was doing against someone who was so use to doing things as he pleased when he pleased. He even aloud me to get in relationships that would for sure have me crying out daily for Him. Surrendering daily brings Gods life. Wish I could hug myself in the picture and tell Him "He loves you... You are being disciplined because He loves you!" I know valleys and I know mountaintops. Through it all I've learned, Jesus is the most beautiful man to ever live, and deserves all of our will, thoughts, emotions, and strength. My goals in life is to fullfill His will, my scroll. What I didnt know back then is just how much fun that would be! We are all unique and all different, but the goal is learning to live in Him. Out of that flows Gods life.

Wednesday, July 17, 2019

One of my earliest memories was swimming 2...

 a boat miles out in California... My mom was upset @  my
 endeavor and dragged me back to shore.

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you.'

Sunday, July 14, 2019

Saturday, July 13, 2019

Naomi - Pleasant

I'm so glad to have her back! Its hard to keep up with her... Shes very independent and easily entertains herself. Shes gifted in fashion and design. She likes to color, cut, and paste dresses on her barbies, and is pretty amazing at it.  Btw when she is older she is... "Moving to New York city," and will be a... "famous YouTube star". I hope she makes time for me . Naomi... She fits her name❤. 

Friday, July 12, 2019

Full sail

A ship reaches shore
He melts in the sand
The rawness
The awakening
The awareness
Vulnerable
Incredibly vulnerable
Where I was always suppose to be
I would die a thousand deaths for this
But only One was necessary
How will love not change the world?
Expanding heart
Completeness reaches me
What day is it and what month?
The pride to believe I was ready
This journey has changed me
Its only just begun
If the source of love is not from men
Then its an endless river
Falling into a deep gorge
It will over flow its banks
It will bless many
Counterpart

Treasure

A little blogging I guess 🤷‍♂️

"Jesus trust you with His secrets"

About 4 years ago an Australian prophet spoke this to me. I was jumbled thinking,
"Hmm what secrets" . I chalked it up to some knowledge I had obtained at the time. Oh how wrong I was ha! It was like a subconscious message from Jesus into the depths that were indeed secret from my Spirit and mind. Past finding out!  It was like He was speaking to the boy in me that could keep the secret.

When I was young I had a very wonderful dream. I want to say I was 7. When I came out of this dream the most ethereal, love of the longing kind was around me. It was like a chase, a dance, and a reflection. When I got older and got saved, It was always "BC" . Therefore I never thought much of it... But I was always indeed (again subconsciously) searching for it... The Lord showed me it really defined my youth without me realizing it in many ways.

With many encounters the last 3 months and Him revealing this dream and showing the deeper understanding of it... Its been a very full circle time of my life. My brain is fully melted 😅. The best way to describe it..

It is the glory of God to conceal a matter and the glory of kings to search it out.
Proverbs 25:2

I feel as though Jesus has given me a time capsule, that He has concealed from me, and I now have the pleasure of searching it out.

So the past 3 months has beem me diving into this "capsule" and finding who I truly am. I saw my reflection in this dream, and more then ever, I see Loves reflection in this time capsule. Its in Him we live and move, and thats where I intend to stay.

With love! Kory